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21st-Jun-2011 05:13 pm - I'm sorry
Pocahontas Sad
I feel horrible, I really haven't spent much time here in the past few months and all and I feel like I owe it to you guys to at least update and be active in groups and mod groups and all. I'm such a horrible person... I'd tell you guys what I've been through but I think it would only make me feel even worse because I'd feel like I'm giving you excuses. I also just need to blow off some steam, and LJ is the only "place" where I truly feel at home. I just wish that things would be easier. I've chosen that I'm going to pursue a career in acting, but I'm just so nervous of taking those first steps towards following that dream.. My parents aren't the most "understanding" of folks and I feel like letting them on to too much would practically be suicide. The whole situation is worsened by the fact that my sister insists that she's the next Selena Gomez, and whether I like it or not I think that any steps I make into the acting field my sister will be right there behind me. This is something I truly feel I should be doing on my own. If I don't act soon I feel like I might never even have a chance at being an actor, starting young would probably be the best thing for me. GRR it's just all so difficult. I wish there was some easy answer to it all. I honestly don't know how much of this made sense, but whatever? :/ I'll try and start being more active soon!
9th-Mar-2011 09:59 pm(no subject)
Mulan- Sad
gosh, I seem to be having lots of trouble recently. Most of them are because of the future, and what exactly I want to do with my life.  Originally, ever since I've been little- I've ALWAYS wanted to be an animator for Disney. I can't even remember a time when I wanted to do anything else. The thing is, recently I've been acting and acting and acting more. And people are complimenting me on it, and this is something that's never happened to me before. I've never been the smartest, the fastest, the tallest, the most talented. For so many people to being telling me I'm do something good- it makes me feel good. Although I've been acting a lot, I've been studying art less and less. I haven't really drawn anything in my sketchbook for months! I've been spending my time looking around the internet for ways to get an agent, and for more auditions and classes instead. I would love to totally dive into becoming an actor, but I didn't even make it past the first cut for the school musical. I know that usually this wouldn't phase me, but while in the middle of making a large life decision like this, it made me kind of nervous. Am I making the right decision? Am I really a talented actor? Are people just telling me that to make me feel better about myself? I don't know. I really feel like starting to get more into acting, but now I'm kind of nervous that giving up art all together would be suicide. There's also the fact that there are thousands of other people out there wanting the same thing as me, what makes me special, or unique, from the rest of them? I just don't know what to think right now...
30th-Jan-2011 12:38 am(no subject)
alice 2
grrr... I'm kinda having GIF troubles on tumblr- it seems as if EVERY SINGLE GIF I make, they won't accept it! I'm trying to post them here and see if I won't be able to just link it over....


it seems to be working here.... oh tumblr how you aggravate me.
20th-Jan-2011 02:32 pm(no subject)
Tangled- Forever
Okay, has this been a great week or what? I've actually felt really good for the first time in many weeks! This is my school's exam week, and I get to get out of school at like 12:00 EVERYDAY. So, I've been really lazy and pretty much lying around the house all week. I also got yo buy some new Toy Story comics and the third Hunger Games book yesterday! I'm so excited to read it! (I read the first two back in like September.) And best of all, PARKS AND REC IS BACK ON TONIGHT. It's only like the best show EVAR. Amy Poehler completes my life. On top of all this, I start an acting class Saturday! I'm excited and nervous at the same time- I've always wanted to do one, but the thing is I'll be like the youngest one there, in fact, I barely got in because of my age. I'll definitely update to tell y'all how it went. Now, off to go work on some Tinker Stamps! Thanks for enduring my depressing posts, I'll try and post happier things from now on :) 
31st-Dec-2010 01:55 pm(no subject)
Rapunzel- lonely
so, I guess this is my "christmas post". xD My Christmas was actually pretty good. On the 23rd, I got to see my best friend again, which is nice because she lives in Tennessee now, and since her parents are super strict, she dosen't have a phone so the only time I get to see her is when she comes to visit. These past few times though, it's become startingly clear that she dosen't feel the same way about me. She's moved on and it's kinda hard for me to accept that. She's the only person who I've felt needed me, that I was important to her. That's all I want. To feel important to someone. It's hard to get that from my parents and family since I'm even an outcast there *shrug* it's a-okay though, I'm coming to terms with that. My presents were pretty awesome also, I got a new laptop, Pride and Prejudice (the blu-ray), Mulan (FINALLY ON DVD.), Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister (novel), a SAVE THE WHALES pillow from pb teen, a new sketchpad, the Art of Tangled, Two Guys Named Joe, both a Tron Legacy and Tangled calendar, Charade (on blu-ray), and lots of gift cards. The only thing that slightly bothered me though is that my grandmother TOTALLY favors my other cousins rather than me and my siblings. she got my 9 year old demonic cousin and collectible Donald Duck figure from WDCC, an expensive Disney snowglobe, $50, and lots of other crap that she'll probably break in a day! she got me a $10 movie, a calendar, and a small used novel. I think know that I would probably take much better care and even appreciate the Disney collectibles more. Not that my cousin didn't deserve them, and not that I didn't like the things I got, but seriously? could you be any more obvious that you don't like me and my family? the one thing I'm NOT looking forward to is going back to school. They only gave us a week long break this year, and chances are there won't be any big snow storms coming our way until February. Just. My. Luck.
15th-Dec-2010 08:37 pm(no subject)
Tangled- Forever
okay, so I really apologize for going AWOL for like like the last 3 months, I just had SO MUCH on my plate, and I wasn't even able to spend that much time on the computer lately, although I have been silently stalking all your profiles ;) I have so much to tell you guys! Although I don't even have that much time to write more than this... I look forward to catching up with y'all. :D LOVE YOU.
5th-Nov-2010 07:09 pm(no subject)
Pocahontas Sad
God, I feel so stupid. Why did I ever even believe that we could exist? that we could be together? they don't even know I exist, that I'm alive. But for some reason I can't stop loving them, I guess I might just love them for the rest of my life. How can I have such strong feelings for somebody who never even talked to me before? How can I want to do anything for them, yet they've never even given me the time of day. I honestly wish that I could choose who I love. Dear God, please help me with this one ♥. 
30th-Oct-2010 11:22 am(no subject)
friendship
 so far, I've spent all day watching Parks and Recreation xD I love Amy Poehler! 

Day 3: your favorite heroine! 

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29th-Oct-2010 07:42 pm(no subject)
Rapunzel- lonely
 hey guys- sorry for the long empty intervals where I haven't been posting anything really. I've had boatloads of schoolwork, and lately I've just felt very very depressed. It just kinda came on one night out of the blue, and now I just feel like there's a cloud over my head. anywho, I've decided to post the second day of the meme: 

cause baby you're a firework, let your colors burstCollapse )






22nd-Oct-2010 08:18 pm(no subject)
alice 2
 GRRR. My dad is being such a jerk again. He won't let me watch one of my favorite shows, the Real Housewives of DC because he thinks that it's inappropriate for me. I've seen worse in school. Like seriously- why does he feel like he can control my whole life? It's MY life, not his. I think that I deserves some freedom. He won't even let me go out to a freakin' movie. I honestly just want to know what his deal is, he makes fun of my love for Disney, my favorite TV shows, my favorite movies, my love for all things Christmas. He really needs to just back off, I know that teenagers are stereotyped as "I KNOW IT ALL" and crap, but honestly I really do appreciate everything that he does for me, but he needs to give me some space. Whether he likes it or not, I'm going to grow up and he has no say in what I do after I'm 18. (ONLY 4 YEARS! :D) /rant
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